Finding time...

Like, it's lost? Where does the time go? Is it really flying? I love to perfectly balance my use of time. It hardly ever turns out that way though! I love to learn and seem hard wired for productivity. It is sometimes hard for me to just sit and sit... Sit and think? Sit and relax? Sit and talk? There is always doing. Enjoyable, challenging, invigorating, enervating, broadening, strengthening. Life is a verb, do it!

Balance might be harder to achieve though. How to live actively, valiantly, authentically, courageously, sincerely? How to be an individual with many roles and be sincere and true in all of them? How to do your best without driving yourself or others insane? Can I be satisfied with now, content with myself and my place in life yet still strive and dream for something else? Not more or better just other.

All these things and more fill my time and my thoughts - strangely, I think they always have and maybe always will.



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